Crests and symbolism of ARcadia

Look to Windward

Geometry
The central disc resembles a compass or ship’s navigation wheel, with a guiding star at its centre—suggesting orientation, clarity, and spiritual direction. the crest reflects sacred geometry principles like As Above, So Below and the upward triangle of fire or divine truth. Two pillars of lilies flank the centre like ceremonial gates, marking a threshold or liminal state—he has crossed into a sacred or transformative space.

Weapons
The crossing blades resemble katars or bichwa daggers, traditional Indian weapons associated with divine wrath and ritual destruction. These are the same types of blades often seen in depictions of Kali, the goddess who destroys ego to make way for rebirth. Their placement suggests both an offering and a warning—destruction is sacred here.

Symbolism Together
The crest shows a divine reckoning cloaked in purity. Sacred weapons and funeral flowers surround a guiding compass, placing the figure at the centre of a ritual death—his old self has been destroyed, and the process is deliberate, necessary, and watched over by higher forces.

Flowers
The lilies represent purity, death, and transformation. They are funeral flowers, but also symbols of spiritual surrender and rebirth. Their intertwining with the blades shows that purification in this world doesn’t come softly—it arrives through pain and sacrifice.

Connection to the Lyrics
“Look to Windward” opens with coughing up blood, a visceral sign that something inside has ruptured. This moment likely follows the destruction of the ego by Kali—referenced throughout the previous era. Vessel has been cast out where he "woke up here on the shoreline" in a symbolic Waste Land, and now must navigate his way forward. It echoes T.S. Eliot's "Death by water" - he has drowned his old self and is washed ashore. Alive, but ruined.
T.S. Eliot’s original draft of The Waste Land included the line: “This vessel sail to windward”—a direct nautical metaphor for resisting the current, moving through difficult transformation.
"Will you halt this eclipse in me?" - Not because he wants the light back, but because he needs to remember why he ever wanted it in the first place. It's the central plea, repeated like a prayer or mantra. The eclipse isn't just and event - it's a condition. A spiritual state. It's loss of the light, the moment the ego dies, but the soul hasn't quite taken root yet. It's being suspended between collapse and resurrection.

Geometry
At the centre of the crest sits a hexagon—sacred geometry’s symbol of balance and harmony—evoking a shield or heart. It’s encircled by a 12-point dial, echoing a clock face or zodiac wheel, suggesting that this moment is cosmically aligned: “You know that it’s time to emerge.” The crest’s shape is stable, symmetrical, and structured—a return to order after collapse. This is not a chaotic rebirth—it’s precise, designed, fated. The visual shield implies protection and self-possession. Vessel is starting to armour up.

Weapons
The crest features twin battle axes, double-headed and upright, symbolising decisive transformation. Unlike the ritual daggers in “Look to Windward,” these are not tools of execution—they’re symbols of claiming agency and strength. These weapons don’t say "fight for domination". They say "fight to emerge as yourself."

Symbolism Together
This crest is the moment Vessel begins to reforge his identity. It’s not the divine purity of ego death (Crest 1); this is earthier, knightly, and emotional. The balance of roses and axes reveals a crucial turning point: the sacred masculine is no longer about conquest or martyrdom. It’s about integration. He doesn’t put down love to take up power. He wields both.

Flowers
The rose has long symbolised love, beauty, pain, and sacred union. In alchemical tradition, it also represents divine unfolding—a slow, painful, beautiful blooming of the soul. There are four roses surrounding the central shape: perhaps referencing the four directions, four alchemical elements, or simply encasing the heart in duality. These aren’t the roses Vessel once abandoned. These are the ones he’s earned through struggle. They belong beside the blades.

Connection to the Lyrics
The lyrics support the idea that this is The Man Behind The Masks voice reaching Vessel in the aftermath of collapse.
“Come on, out from underneath who you were…”
“You know that it’s time to emerge.”
This is not a divine call—it’s a human one. A friend, a lover, a twin flame coaxing him back into embodiment. The line from Aqua Regia—"putting down the roses, picking up the sword"—becomes a mirror image. Where that song chose violence, this crest chooses wholeness. The Man Behind The Mask isn’t trying to fix Vessel. He’s telling him he doesn’t have to choose between being soft and being strong. He can be both.

Emergence

Geometry
This crest is shield-shaped, yes, but it’s not about knightly honour. It’s about internal defence. The kind you build when everything familiar has been burned away. The central circle encloses a hammer, evoking the image of a forge—not a battlefield. The surrounding shield form implies a wounded self still trying to protect what’s left.
Above and below, the lines of the geometry form axes of symmetry, but there’s tension in the structure—like it's trying to contain something chaotic. This fits perfectly with the lyric:
“I don’t even know who I used to be…”
He’s trying to hold a shape that no longer fits.

Weapons
Bearded Axes + Central Hammer

Bearded axes are Norse tools of survival and combat, not finesse—they’re primal. They signify endurance, identity, and raw will.
The hammer at the heart may reference Mjölnir, Thor’s weapon—but not in a godlike way. More like a symbol of inner strength and the power to reshape what’s broken.
These aren’t the elegant blades of ritual death (Crest 1), or the twin axes of identity duality (Crest 2). These are brutal, everyday weapons.
They say:
“I’m not trying to win—I’m trying to survive.”

Symbolism Together
This crest screams of inner conflict, not external war.
It’s the moment in the Waste Land where Vessel is alone with his fractured psyche, trying to decide what to keep and what to destroy.
The axes and hammer suggest rebuilding through destruction—not divine wrath, but gritty self-excavation.
The shield form shows that he’s not quite ready to open again, but the thistles show he’s still alive, still rooted.
If Crest 1 was collapse, and Crest 2 was emergence through Leo’s influence, then Crest 3 is Vessel alone again—testing what he’s truly made of.

Flowers
Thistle
The thistle is a brutal little thing—beautiful but uninviting. In folklore it’s a symbol of Resilience, Defence and Wounded strength

The thistle thrives in harsh conditions and protects itself at all costs. These flowers aren’t for love or peace. They’re there to warn and endure.

Connection to the Lyrics
“Lost again / I just don’t want to be lost again…”
This is Kali’s voice, not in words, but in impulse—a divine fingerprint. She’s no longer instructing. She’s become his intuition.
“I still need a dark side…”
That’s Kali’s truth, too. You don’t kill your shadow—you understand it.
“Guardian angel hacking into my brain cells…”
This isn’t Leo, and it’s not Sleep. It’s Kali-as-code—dancing through him now, rewiring his instinct, making him ready for what comes next.
This song—and this crest—mark the point where Vessel isn’t sure who he was, doesn’t quite know who he’s becoming, but knows he can’t stay where he is. He’s not ready to trust again. Not yet. But he’s still moving.
This is the moment you dance on the line—between memory and becoming.

past Self

Geometry
The crest is built around a perfect sacred circle, functioning like a mandala or ritual seal. With 12 radial points, it evokes zodiacal or temporal symbolism, reinforcing the idea that this is a fated moment in time.
The geometry is precise, almost mathematical, yet flowing with organic vinework—beauty in control. Unlike the blunt shield of “Past Self” or the forged structure of “Emergence,” this is a ritual space, balanced and poised. It feels less like armour and more like a temple.
At the centre is a stylised dagger, enclosed like a jewel or sigil—suggesting consecration, not destruction. This is not a battleground. It’s an altar.

Weapons
The central weapon is a ritual dagger, not a blade of war. Sharp and symmetrical, it resembles a dirk or stiletto—long, elegant, and dangerous only by precision. These are the kinds of weapons used for symbolic sacrifice, often in magickal rites or divine offerings.
The matching spears or dirks at the base of the crest reinforce this. Their placement forms a triad—perhaps echoing the trinity of destruction, remembrance, and transformation.
These blades don’t threaten. They remind. That the divine still lives in your veins. That desire can kill you or complete you.

Symbolism Together
This crest feels like a ritual site, not a moment of battle. The symmetry, the weapon, the magnolia—it all suggests an encounter with something once feared, now understood.
Vessel is no longer fleeing from Kali.
He’s no longer trying to possess her.
He’s learned to live with her in his blood—as intuition, desire, memory, power.
The dual daggers and the celestial geometry suggest a re-consecration of the self. This isn’t about identity crisis—it’s about living in the aftermath of transformation.
Not numb. Not angry. Just aware.

Flowers
The magnolia is a flower of paradox—soft and bold, ancient and ever-renewing. It represents Hidden strength, Enduring grace, Quiet power and Sacred femininity
Its roots stretch back over 100 million years. These are Kali’s flowers, in her integrated form—no longer howling for blood, but still undeniable. The magnolia blossoms twine around the weapon and the ring, honouring rather than softening the danger.

Connection to the Lyrics
“It’s like you’re dangerous to me…”
He doesn’t say “you hurt me.”
He says “you destabilise me.” She still moves the ground beneath him.
“You’ve awakened what’s beneath, again…”
She’s the trigger and the test.
“Won’t you show me how to dance forever?”
A direct invocation of Kali as the dancing goddess. This is Vessel asking how to live with motion, chaos, beauty, without breaking apart again.

Dangerous

Geometry
At first glance, the crest is rigid—a frame within a frame, bordering a central wheel that could be a shield, clock, or celestial map. But down the vertical axis is the most striking feature: a moon cycle, culminating in a broken full moon at the bottom.
This isn’t a lunar celebration. It’s a failed ascension—a lunar rhythm interrupted. That fits perfectly with the lyric from “Look to Windward”:`
“Will you halt this eclipse in me…”
This is that eclipse—unhalted. It bloomed instead. Vessel never escaped it.
The clean geometry implies order trying to hold, but the broken moon and the radial starburst say: there’s chaos beneath the surface.

Weapons
A mace isn’t elegant. It’s not precise. It’s brutal—a weapon of bludgeoning force, used when fine blades won’t do. Here, it could represent repressed rage, emotional suppression, explosive pressure building under sweetness.

It also resembles a morning star (celestial reference again), but in this context? It’s not divine—it’s internalised violence. He’s not lashing out. He’s swallowing the hit.
Vessel doesn’t swing this weapon.
He carries it. Buried inside. Weighted with things he can’t say out loud.

Symbolism Together
This crest is a study in contrast:

• Beauty and violence

• Structure and breakdown

• Seduction and resentment

It represents Vessel at a moment of emotional contradiction:
He’s admired. But exhausted.
Visible. But unseen.
Still dancing. But with a broken moon above him and a mace in his hand.
This is not about divine punishment or romantic longing.
It’s about what happens when your identity becomes other people’s obsession—and the one person who saw behind it all (The Creator) is now a ghost you can’t outrun.

Flowers
Dahlias are elegant but complicated:

• Dignity

• Inner strength

• Betrayal

• Seduction & grace

These aren’t grieving flowers like lilies, or defiant like thistles. They’re performative. Stunning. Symmetrical. Dangerous.
Placed around this crest, they mask the violence.
The mace is the pain.
The dahlia is the mask he puts over it for the crowd.

Connection to the Lyrics
“Stick to me like caramel…”
Sticky, sweet, and impossible to separate from. That’s how The Creator lingers.
“Walk beside me ’til you feel nothin’ as well…”
He wants company in his numbness. And maybe revenge in it, too.
“This stage is a prison, a beautiful nightmare…”
The broken moon proves it. The eclipse didn’t end. Vessel never came out of shadow.
“I thought I got better… but maybe I didn’t.”
And maybe that’s the most honest lyric he’s ever written.
This is the sound of a god who’s still haunted by the man inside him.
And that man still misses someone who knows his real name.

Caramel

Geometry
This crest is dense with symbolic geometry. The central circle, framed by two classical columns and an arched gate, mirrors the portal imagery found throughout the Even in Arcadia promotional visuals. It suggests transition or initiation—the kind of passage one makes only after a journey through destruction.
The black flamingo at the centre, poised and alone, evokes Nigredo—the alchemical stage of death, disillusionment, and decomposition. In this context, it’s not a sign of weakness, but the essential step before transformation. The circular frame around it resembles a clock, reminding us of the passage of time, and the cyclical nature of endings and rebirth.

Weapons
The scythes represent more than just death. In classical iconography, they symbolize the harvest—the reaping of what has been sown. This suggests that Vessel has reached a point of realization. It’s time to cut away illusion and face the truth. This isn’t a violent death, but a necessary one.

Symbolism Together
Even in Arcadia, beauty can't protect you from loss. The scythes cut, the blossoms fall, and the flamingo stands in shadow. This is not heaven—it’s the moment of clarity after ego death. Arcadia was never meant to be paradise. It was always the illusion you had to see through.

Flowers
The cherry blossoms symbolise fleeting beauty, impermanence, and the nostalgia that comes from knowing nothing lasts. In Japanese culture, they are a reminder that even the most breathtaking moments are temporary. Here, they soften the severity of the scythes—telling us that Arcadia is delicate, vulnerable, and already fading.

Connection to the Lyrics

Come now, swing wide those gates – He’s arrived at Arcadia. The gate is open. But he’s exhausted.
I am the final dawn, I am the flood – He sees himself now as something elemental. Not human. Not divine. Just necessary.
What good is all this talk of wings when there is nothing left above? – He’s no longer reaching for salvation. There’s no point. He is what he is.
It seems that even in Arcadia, you walk beside me still – Kali? The Creator? Both? He’s not alone, even here.

This is the midpoint of the album, the still point in the turning world. Vessel has reached Arcadia, but instead of peace, he finds reflection. It's not the end of the journey—it’s the eye of the storm. Clarity, before the descent.

Even in ARcadia

Geometry
The crest is a visual love letter to the balance between vulnerability and strength. It's not about a specific person but about being able to stability and protection now. And at its centre - a spiders silk web.

Weapons
Partisan
Ceremonial. Elevated. This isn’t about war or violence, but about status and protection. The partisan symbolizes his new role: not as a fighter, but as a guardian. Vessel is no longer fighting for someone—he’s asking to be allowed to fight on their behalf. He wants to be chosen. Not chased.

Symbolism Together
This crest weaves a tale of protection and readiness—no longer fighting to conquer but to be chosen. The partisan is not about war, but about offering safety and devotion. The anemones speak to memories that won’t fade—fragile yet persistent. And the balanced geometry? It shows he’s no longer hesitating—he’s ready. This is the moment he steps up: to be the provider, not the pursuer. To be the calm at the heart of the storm.
He's no longer fighting for someone - he's stepping into the role of a provider, allowed to protect and give.

Flowers
Anemone
Mythologically tied to Aphrodite, the goddess of love and longing, and associated with wind (Greek anemos), this flower carries heavy symbolism:

• Anticipation

• Fragility

• Unresolved emotions
  

Connection to the Lyrics
"I wanna be your provider..."
No metaphor here. He’s literally laying his heart down. This is a man who wants to give, protect, offer. This is not about possession. It’s about presence.
"Garner you in silk like a spider"
A spiders silk is delicate but unbreakable.
"Though the last time we were around each other, I found myself hesitating..."
He wasn't ready. Not emotionally. Not spiritually. He sees it now.
"And our bodies converse like old friends / Exchanging the years in silence"
That reunion. That moment when physical closeness brings emotional recognition. Everything they didn’t say is still there. Underneath skin. In shared breath.
"And your fingers foxtrot on my skin / I'm going under this time"
This show intimacy, delicate touches.
"I can give you what you want"
Maybe he couldn’t before. But he means it now. Not just desire. Readiness.

Provider

It represents something once delicate and left behind—but now fully remembered. Like a touch that still lingers, years later.

Geometry
The geometry centres around the crown, radiating lines that feel like both sun and moon—power and burden. The vertical sword alignment evokes the Damoclean threat: fame’s weight is both a light to chase and a blade always above. Symmetry and layered swords show discipline but also hint at fragility beneath. Vessel’s journey—caught in the orbit of his own creation.

Weapons
Longswords / The Sword of Damocles -
The suspended sword in the crest directly references the ancient legend of Damocles: the danger that hangs above those in power. It captures the anxiety of success—how the position of being revered can also be isolating and perilous. The two crossed longswords below hint at service, discipline, and duty. Not triumph, but burden.

Symbolism Together
This crest is all about duality: devotion wrapped in danger. Flowers soften the harsh edges, while the geometry traps it all around the crown. The lyrics echo this: falling, standing, choking on the weight of the empire. Vessel’s performance becomes the alchemy of self—beautiful and bruising, always circling the crown.

Flowers
Carnation -
Traditionally, carnations represent love, gratitude, and devotion. But within the context of "Damocles," they feel mournful. Devotion to the craft, the fans, and the persona—but also a yearning to be understood beneath it all. There’s something funeral-like about them here. Not celebration, but remembrance.

Connection to the Lyrics
“Waking up under blades, blue blossom days”
The blades imagery echoes the swords in the crest—danger and pressure.
Blue blossom days suggests fleeting beauty—like those flowers in the crest. They’re lovely, but also fragile.
Vessel (or Damocles) is stuck under the weight of this dual existence—beauty and threat.
“If only Damocles would hit me back”
This line captures the resignation of living under constant tension. The sword of Damocles isn’t just hanging there—it’s felt. In the crest, that crown isn’t just ornamental—it’s the centre of the whole geometry, pulling everything in.
“No alabaster carvings or faces on a farthing / Would prevent my head from fading to black”
This suggests that no fame or money (no crown, no monument) can protect him from the weight he’s under—fading to black = loss of self.
“When the river runs dry… Who will I be when the empire falls?”
This is the core of the Damocles myth—how do you keep being the king (or Vessel) when the throne itself feels like it’s dissolving under you?
“Discordant days on repeat, until they look like harmony”
This is alchemy in motion—transforming chaos (discord) into something that looks beautiful (harmony).
Vessel’s ego death journey—alchemy’s nigredo (blackness, confusion) to albedo (clarity).
“When it all looks like heaven, but it feels like hell”
Fame as alchemy’s fire: outwardly shining, but inwardly consuming.

damocles

Geometry
At the centre of the crest sits a hexagon—sacred geometry’s symbol of balance and harmony—evoking a shield or heart. It’s encircled by a 12-point dial, echoing a clock face or zodiac wheel, suggesting that this moment is cosmically aligned: “You know that it’s time to emerge.” The crest’s shape is stable, symmetrical, and structured—a return to order after collapse. This is not a chaotic rebirth—it’s precise, designed, fated. The visual shield implies protection and self-possession. Vessel is starting to armour up.

Weapons
Twin Axes -
The axes are brutal, primitive weapons. They can signify destruction, but also separation—cutting away what no longer serves. When paired and crossed, they may symbolize internal conflict: two forces that once worked together now turned against each other. Their medieval, almost mythic design further echoes themes of betrayal and vengeance.

Symbolism Together
This crest is the moment Vessel begins to reforge his identity. It’s not the divine purity of ego death (Crest 1); this is earthier, knightly, and emotional. The balance of roses and axes reveals a crucial turning point: the sacred masculine is no longer about conquest or martyrdom. It’s about integration. He doesn’t put down love to take up power. He wields both.

Flowers
Honeysuckle -
Traditionally, honeysuckle represents devotion, fidelity, and lasting love. However, as a climbing vine, it's also a symbol of something invasive and tenacious. It clings. It wraps. In folklore, it protects against evil, but it also suffocates what it grows around. In this context, it becomes the embodiment of a toxic love that Vessel (Leo) both longs for and knows he must escape.

Connection to the Lyrics
The lyrics support the idea that this is The Man Behind The Masks voice reaching Vessel in the aftermath of collapse.
“Come on, out from underneath who you were…”
“You know that it’s time to emerge.”
This is not a divine call—it’s a human one. A friend, a lover, a twin flame coaxing him back into embodiment. The line from Aqua Regia—"putting down the roses, picking up the sword"—becomes a mirror image. Where that song chose violence, this crest chooses wholeness. The Man Behind The Mask isn’t trying to fix Vessel. He’s telling him he doesn’t have to choose between being soft and being strong. He can be both.

gethsemane

Geometry
At the centre of the crest sits a hexagon—sacred geometry’s symbol of balance and harmony—evoking a shield or heart. It’s encircled by a 12-point dial, echoing a clock face or zodiac wheel, suggesting that this moment is cosmically aligned: “You know that it’s time to emerge.” The crest’s shape is stable, symmetrical, and structured—a return to order after collapse. This is not a chaotic rebirth—it’s precise, designed, fated. The visual shield implies protection and self-possession. Vessel is starting to armour up.

Weapons
A rapier isn’t a weapon of brute force—it’s precise, elegant, controlled. It signals not only a new era, but a new self: New Vessel (Green and Gold) . No longer the blunted trauma of a mace or the ceremonial bravado of a partisan—this is focus. Honour. Intellect over instinct. Artistry over agony.

A fitting metaphor for the refined self, shaped by fire but no longer consumed by it.

Symbolism Together
This crest is the moment Vessel begins to reforge his identity. It’s not the divine purity of ego death (Crest 1); this is earthier, knightly, and emotional. The balance of roses and axes reveals a crucial turning point: the sacred masculine is no longer about conquest or martyrdom. It’s about integration. He doesn’t put down love to take up power. He wields both.

Flowers
Lotus

The lotus emerges through muddy waters—untouched, clean, radiant.
It is divine detachment, the blooming of self-realisation, and the death of all that came before.
It is the sign that he has processed his grief, his failure, his fury, and stepped into his own light.
Lotus is The Creator eclipsed. Vessel no longer haunted. Enlightened. Awake. The two of them combined.

Connection to the Lyrics
The lyrics support the idea that this is The Man Behind The Masks voice reaching Vessel in the aftermath of collapse.
“Come on, out from underneath who you were…”
“You know that it’s time to emerge.”
This is not a divine call—it’s a human one. A friend, a lover, a twin flame coaxing him back into embodiment. The line from Aqua Regia—"putting down the roses, picking up the sword"—becomes a mirror image. Where that song chose violence, this crest chooses wholeness. The Man Behind The Mask isn’t trying to fix Vessel. He’s telling him he doesn’t have to choose between being soft and being strong. He can be both.

Infinate Baths